omg i think keong is crazy, for giving us so much homework to do over the weekends. and yes, i'm actually doing my homework okay! surprising? i know, i'm surprised too. haha! i guess i've decided to turn over a new leaf for this semester and really get my priorities right this time. (but you cannot blame me if i keep getting demerits every week! HAHA) damnit. its only the what, second week of school? and i alr got two demerits. and one more for flash, and one more the stupid letter i havent given keong yet. thats like... four?!?! what is this?!?! thats unfair! haha. oooh mass run was funny. mr m pointed to sya and went "YES, I LIKE YOUR SMILE!" HAHA sya and her big big smiles. (: my mother just told me something just now and i swear i almost wanted to cry. sometimes, i'm wondering, if my grandmother was still around, things would be so much better. my family wouldn't be so screwed and messed up. but then again, i guess everything happens for a reason huh. haha i have no idea why i get so upset and down every single time the weekends come. i just feel like screaming in every part of my body now. maybe weekends are the times that i spend time with myself alone and shutting myself out from everyone else, keeping every single thing to myself. oh wells. oh damnit, there's this barbecue for i dunno what reason that we have to go to tmrw right after religous class which i go to right after trng, and honestly i'm dreading it like shit. honestly, i'd rather go to JB with di and her fam. i'm starting to miss di! hahaha!(:

hey hey hey, it's 2 more days! 2 more days! wow, THAT fast huh? haha(:

oooh my boyfriend come alr! HAHAHA di should know what i'm talking about. OMG DIYANAAAAA! he's damn cuteeee! aaahhh he kissed me! eh. di and mel, he's MINE la okay! he loves me MORE! omg damn cute! HAHAHA don't worry, i still love you. HAHA. whoops sorry, my boyfriend's name is izzy and he's 1 yr old. MY boyfriend, AHEMS AHEMS. HAHAHA(:

awww clarke kent no more powers alr! haha sorry, i'm watching smallville now. and my house is a total wreck now because of the children screaming here and there. so noise! my ear can just burst. haha.

in life, don't think how much pain you went through,
but the lesson it taught you;
not how much you cried
but how much you smiled(:
not how much you were hurt
but how much you were loved<3

let love be your companion
hope be your guide
and wherever life leads you,
keep laughter by your side

remember this?((:

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